Thursday, August 9, 2012

Same place, same people, too different.

Overthinking sucks. I don't want me against the world. No accompanies.

Fuck

Saturday, March 5, 2011


I cried. 

Closer to perfect.

Stars have identities and almost perfect. Why? Cause they're beautiful, but never can we reach them.

Stars vary in shapes, it means we can achieve their level no matter who we are and what we are capable of doing.

If blinking stars means they are talking to each other, I want to be like them. Keep a distance in between others but not too far. If shooting stars mean the end of it's life, I want to be like them to fly across and let people know that I have sacrificed and I'm beautiful even when I'm dying, cause I'm still shining.

Everything in the universe has a distance in between them. Stars, moons, planets, galaxies. Why? Cause it's safer to do so.

"When in doubts or loneliness, look into your mistake and flaws and change yourself with pride."

Life is a road, now and forever wonderful journey.

Probably this has been my favourite song now. The Beginning, an OST for Anastasia.

Life is a road that I wanna keep going, Love is a river that I wanna keep flowing.

Such deep quotes advised me to just live my life with what I have and what I CAN have. Money doesn't matter, when you earn it with joy, you will spend it with joy. Holding onto life no matter what shit comes by your way, taking care of yourself is your greatest responsibility in life and if you fail to do so, what else can you do in life?

Love, has no limits. Scientifically a chemical-thoughts-mind-feelings combined term, explains come in as hard as a rock. "Love everyone, and never stop loving." Parents, friends, BFFs, BF/GFs, teachers, strangers. Give them an impression of love, smiling with your pretty dimple, pretty simple heh?

When you combine both Life and Love, you cannot stop doing them. Once your parents gave you life and love, you cannot stop doing it unless they told you to. And they are the only one that might control what you do. They, are your parents; they gave you life, so they are the only one that could take away your life." The strongly combined relationship says, no.


In the end, I want to be standing at the beginning with you, again. 

Friday, February 4, 2011

Chinese New Year 2011

Firecrackers has been a melody to the hearing. When alot of us claimed our holidays to hometowns and have a reunion with our cousins. This time it's in Genting.

Okay basically this post is just whining, whining and whining.

The phone that has been serving me since 2008, got kidnapped by some heartless loser that broke into the room while we were sleeping. YES: Me, my sister, my brother and my mom. 1 laptop and 2 cellphones.

It's been suckish for me, I'm feeling very wasteful and naked now without the ability to check the time from my phone and messages/etc. All the datas in my brother's laptop and both me and my sister's cell. Sigh so wasted.

Firecrackers, firecrackers, could you crack the fire into the heartless guy that possessed something that doesn't belong to him and was stolen illegally.

Monday, January 3, 2011

Quick update

First of all, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE ! I'm sorry this is sooooo late, but yeah finally got my arse and fingers moving for my blog.

Recently I just had my house cleaned and now have my own room. Feels quite good actually, I have more space to do what I want to do, etc.

Btw, today is the first day of school reopen, well, first day of going to hell in the morning and return to heaven in the noon? But today it's been a bad bad after school, it rained heavily and everyone is raining cats and dogs. Gotta be serious for this year. Still thinking about dropping Chinese and being in the prefects board. :)

 Mmmm, oh and I'm right now looking for furniture for my room and upgrading my drumset. Will update again soon. :D

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Holidays Pt. 2 ? No. :D

Still having finals now. And I'm feeling motivated by the drama I've watched few months ago, "God of Study".

Well, the other reason I would want to blog now is to make a clear path on my mind to concentrate on studying later. :)

And I'm really missing my eldest sister as she left for US to study.
When she was still around, I hasn't appreciated it enough.
I overlooked, something about family.

For now, I want to live everyday with a smile and laugh, and to improve myself.
Treasure preciously, the memories that you would want to forgive in the future.
Never let obstacles bring you down, you would excuse yourself for another let down.
I don't wanna miss a thing, a thing could be an opportunity for life. 

And for now I would also start planning my Year-end holidays, let's drive my life everyday with excitement and meaningfulness.

Oh and I'll be going for M.A.D Camp, which is a whole-Malaysia camp by Leo. Awaiting. :)