Tuesday, August 24, 2010


Humans have wants and needs.

Wants? Money, health, wealth, attention, etc.
Did I just heard Attention?

Yeah, it's like one of the most viewed issue. For me at least.
I myself, I, too, seeks for attention like any other human.
But I do the best to get the attention NEEDED, not WANTED.

Well yeah, for me, at least it's like that.

To all the attention seekers out there, I will not hate you, because hating you means I gave you the attention.


Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Leo Club Joint Installation for Selangor Leo Clubs 2010

On the 15th of August, a wonderful Sunday, the Leo Clubs of Selangor had an official installation for the new members and the new BODs at 3k Hall, SS13.

Although I already installed as a member last year, I went to the installation to witness the new members, the incoming BODs installing and the outgoing BODs "uninstalled". :/
Well it's of course with tears and goosebumps.

Other than that, socializing is of course an opportunity. Namecards were thrown to my hand with a short introduction, it's such a waste that I don't have a namecard, yet.

Well, no photos as I'm not on a camera. But, it's really an enjoyable event and definitely I'm going to attend it again next year, as a BOD. *winks*

Anyways, I'm still having my exams now, so keeping the post short. :)

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Knowing it since the start, it's something never wanted.

Remembering the old days,
Finally having the guts to talk to you.
It's like a fantasy, an enjoyable one at least.
Tried the best to be the first 'Hi' and the last 'Bye'

Though it's never meant to be,
I lied.

Things will never be the same anymore.

No one's fault, it's life.

Studies, it's a freaking pain to concentrate on a paper.

Deep in the soul, it's crying of pain, but it will never be shown.
As pain as a bullet penetration,
Yes, still laughing and cracking jokes, but it's never meant to be laughed at.

The truth hurts. Alot.

Friday, August 13, 2010


I wish you will be there for me, awaiting me across the mountains, sea and the sky.

I recently believed in this Karma system.

It's about merit points, good deeds brings good merits, and vice versa.
As the human life cycle keeps rotating, Karma is involved.

Let's say, someone's past lives, his good deed and bad deed would be collected.
And as he recycled the human life, his Karma would be calculated and then bless One according to his merit points.

Sometimes I thought of not helping those in need, because it's what the deserve from their past lives.

But then..
I am soft-hearted.

Saturday, August 7, 2010


What if..?

The word. If.

If I could change stuffs.
If I could stop sufferings.
If I would not need to sacrifice anything to achieve goals.

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

What I want to be

Replaying, hoping, wishing.

Everyone would have thought of what they want to be.

For me, one of my biggest regrets since young was,
Not learning music.

Music, is not just entertainment, it's all about your expressions.
When you are sad, you would express your feelings with a sad song or cheer yourself up with a catchy song.

Ahh, a sucker in music like me, when would I stop being jealous of others' talents.